DREAMS

I'm not very good at living at this present moment. I've tried to develop that part of myself, but I think I'm very far from it. But someday I'll be there. Dreaming, that's what I'm good at - don't know if that has something to do with my non-present life. I always yearn for something, usually it has something to do with other countries. If I stay in one place for a long enough time, I become impatient, grumpy and absent-minded. I need to get to see the world every now and then, otherwise I cannot breathe. Well, with a little big man to take care of, leaving just is not so easy. Apart from travelling, I decided to list some things which I regularly dream of.

1. Reading. I love books but at this moment it's almost impossible to find time to read properly. I know someone might say that 'but you do nothing but read' - yes, I read a lot because of my work. But I would also like to read at home. Funny thing is that I keep buying books, although I know I don't have time to read them. But I also know that they wait for me - be it ten, twenty or thirty years. Oh, I'll be retired then. Books never let you down and they always follow you, in one way or another.
2. House. It needn't be big. Just a house of our own. Preferably an old one. Or an industrial loft. I hate ready-to-assemble houses. The house wouldn't be here. It would never be blue. I hate blue, especially in bathrooms. And it would never be green, unless poison green. I hate everything pastel. Imagine me in pastel pink *choking*.
3. Simple life. Ecological, slow life. How can you do that when everybody around you is always in a hurry? Can't understand this current work life. Or many other things.
4. Being a proper mum. Patient, strong, stable. I do bake buns. With cinnamon.

I need to continue some other time. Forgot I still need to work today :) Happy day everyone!